never say you did not know/`
and wait for that moment to come/`
and will never come /`
or will come too soon and take you by surprise
and than your sweet voice will die out
whispers will be stronger
and everything as we knew it will cease to exist
but only by throwing a symbol
you will come to understand
how easily can you give a moment to be
and you'll want that moment to last for years and years
but the anguish of pain, knowing when the void is almost near
almost close to that moment of peace
but you're young years pass,
you will sit next to your faithful companion named death
it will torment you for the rest of your life
and you can't change anything
and you want a moment to grasp the perfect sunrise
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
"I always wanted the impossible because I never could handle the possible” Demeter Sz.
At least once in a life you must die for love
don’t be so selfish share It with me ,
don’t so cruel ,don’t make me change,
you learned my defined concept
accepted applied the human principles.
Now I fear you might rebel,
against my wishes
I tremble well beneath the passive indifference,
you treat as it was war
there is peace at your heart?
Leave the hate behind, glorious future awaits us
we could fight our way through this man made hell
reliving the pain opening the blockage,
come lets’ pass
and with small steps we create our destiny,
a world of ours at our judgment
and it will prevail, because we are human.
Stages and stages
underneath the calmness ,
strange behavior witnessing the passing
nothing can hurt,
yet still getting offended,
words enjoy a sweet melody upon hearing them.
Whit noise disguised as a way of touching
without experiencing the feel,
all of this meant to play tricks on our minds.
Refusing the granted
by human nature is a marker,
is our way taking everything for granted
leaving the essentials away ,
asking ,begging ,than crying the tears
whipping them with white silk.
Words are useless you never could hear them,
I am talking to you why don’t you listen?
Frankly I known that we’d never be
I hopped I was mistaken,
I wasn’t wrong you love something else
beauty in essence.
Tried tried I never succeeded
I invented the term planted poison,
must I fail again and again
or I am winning? whatever the outcome
its about self-preservation,
would you forget me? yes why not,
would forgive me?
the answer is right in front,
I hate you with love,
I ignore you with attention
all of this means I am human.
Understanding me you understand yourself
we fight battles that cannot be won,
our goals in life differ
but the passion to live our life are the same in each one,
now or never I ask you to step up
make up your mind
or you will forever lose the man
who truly loves you the way you are.
“I always wanted the impossible because I never could handle the possible” Demeter Sz.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Our life’s are a drama
lived in a bitter sweet song lyrics
we each fight our own battles,
never could negotiate a cease fire.
getting shouted at ,headaches…
we do everything
they don’t even thanks us
Instead they play us ,in one hand all in,
losing to them we feel hopeless,
the same two humanists
following a righteous cause,
one loves the other
more than she could count on,
ripped our we from a straight path,
nevertheless we have common thoughts
you somehow complete me,
why shouldn’t I too?
could you stand near me?
for a last stand.
they attack at dusk,
you burry me at dawn.
Before all shall parish, all shall fall,
I want you to pledge allegiance to our song,
only we could hear it ,only we can stop it,
come my dear sit next to me
before you forever go,
to look one more time in my eyes,
these are not easy moments,
I feel your heart tremble,
but the departure is never simple.
Just go my dear with those smiling eyes,
leave the tears for another time
beautiful moments still awaits us,
Sunday, November 07, 2010
Start pulling me out ,at the edge of the box,
A small burst of wind drops me right down,
At least you stop once in a while near that box,
Talk to me light me up ,
let me scream understand my misery
submit my voce to a highter plan of superficiality
My life’s a demo who decides when I put it out?
Without you I am not mine
You are my dot in my sentences
the starting capital word imagine,
Trapped in a tiny box the air is thinner
I get out punching and hitting
hurting and bleeding understand my misery
come here save me
spending my time discussing a locked topic
whatever the cost I am stuck
thousand of voices going insane
Only I can hear them
Closer to the breakpoint
painting my freedom something’s
wrong it’s a grey picture
Standing on a wire rotating the wisdom
of a fallen 24,7 outta 7
Shouting while spinning
a record made by silence
playing a role cruel world all alone in a 2 by 4
staring and dreaming
why don’t you listen
I am friggin bleeding
hit me one more time
do yourself a favor rewind the tape pause play broken.
Come back let’s play a new era
let’s see could we survive,
move along on waves
you maintain me on balance,
shatter ourselves like a mirror broken in pieces,
we reflect our love in optical illusions.
Travel million light-years ,follow the tail of a comet
we burst in colors, being the wish granters, happiest as ever,
you are my steer my brake,
you make me accelerate,
you make me different,
you make me brave,
the world seems a better place
with you in it.
If I’d kiss you,
I’d miss the taste of you lips
I’d miss your heartbeat
I miss you all day,
but what defines us ,makes up hate.
Couldn’t u said no more wait?
instead you make me suffer. stabbing me ,enjoying the taste?
flavor of red hot liquid bursting sideways
step and step, with each of them crumble my soul,
with each word hurt me more and more,
till I wont be anymore.
I forgive you I always do,
because I love you it’s not your fault,
it’s mine I am so sorry
but this emptiness in my soul is getting to big,
I am waiting the moment when it will explode,
waiting the touch that would leave me breathless,
leaves me to choke .
and I reprogram myself to hate hate hate
and destroy, to exile from the world.
If only you knew how much … you cause me
never mind I understand you
I really do.
Go find someone great, leave me behind
leave me to root,
I express myself differently
but my love for you is genuine, not fake.
I am loyal to the end
a big,a big tragic mistake ,go find someone awesome and great.
Every night I come home
I fall on my knees
staring at the oblivion ,
in freezing cold I see my breath
I exhale the substance of life,
ohh how much I want but I cant ,
wonderful is silence
expressed by the breath you take,
the only sound of true greatness
hearing and feeling your heart keeping you alive,
experienced in freezing cold
the hearts beats lesser and lesser
slower and slower till you say goodbye ,goodbye…
I hate you with love.