To 0 to infinity

Make my heart whole again

come to me hold my hand.

Walk 12 passes tell me once,

tell a thousand times,

I want to hear it from you sweetheart.

I want to feel your presence

every moment of my life

Take breakfast with you

wishing  u good morning.

you mean the whole world to me

to a to z, to 0 to infinity.

I want you near me

think about the great times will have.

It’s a pleasure I admire you,

you got something noble, special

and I really love you.

Hundred miles plus -minus 2,

I stare at the moon I stare at you,

searching for those eyes

I get sidetracked,it’s never easy for my,

you deserve better than that.

I give you all that I have

and a little more,

I give you my heart, my soul.

Please don’t walk all over it.

Without you I am in cardiac arrest

perform CPR or else I’m dead.

Volume: ,,She”

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Volume: ,,She”

Years 08”-10” The Search

Never knowing what is going to happen, it always stalks you finding you, you never know when is going to happen, in 08” it happened.

         I thought it was a dream, I thought that she was real…

I went through hell and back,through  fire, humiliation and total chaos, on uncharted grounds I found myself carrying a guilt….I wanted her, wanted her love, her sweet voice telling me great words…

         It all went wrong ended up bad. The hero after all he went through, taking up all the challenges wins, but never gets his prize.

I dreamt of her, I saw her walking; I wanted…I ran to her, but I never could reach her, she looked back smiled…and I never could

         She haunts me, she kills me, only I want her, she is the embodiment of eternity.

             08” The Distress Call

I listened to her message thousands of times, I wanted to help her.

In the Void I saw her again, she called me by my name: ,, My soldier J.D. come to me..”, told me that she loved me..

I stud right next to her, I felt her voice, her touches vibrating in my heart

            I went  through hell and back, only to find out that she died.

  I followed a chimera all this time, I followed her…she was so real….she was alive.

        I dropped to my knees, I started asking myself:,, Am I crazy? “,, Where is She? “ I was alone this whole time, but it can’t be, she was here with me, that beautiful girl, her calm voice, her sweet voice….

“You truly live only when you found your soul mate”

Demeter Szilard

Lost I am without them

Understanding not much,

not even the obvious.

Seeking a meaning

dream away my thoughts

wishing this and wishing that…..

Someday it’s all gona end.

Wake up in a late dawn,

young but ageing,

life is wasting resources and love,

moments of pure one to one talk.

Missing out on episodes

I breathe in deep.

not fully comprehending how bitter is the path.

Where is my happy ending?

Where are they?

They all left…

I miss this part of my life

I miss everything need help,

why I am trying to do things in a right way?

I always lose something, I have lost her

and her and another her.

Lost I am without them.