Ma pierd

Simt cum trece viata pe langa mine,
pierd un episod,
ma pierd in masa inconstienta.
Plutesc dar nu ma regasesc,
in fiecare zi depasesc pasul
imi aduc aminte de cele vechi intamplate,
ma gandesc la altii.
Imi distrag propria-mi atentie al sinelui,
stiu realitatea,dar nu cred in ea.
Stiu cat de greu este ea,
dar gandu-mi e'la altii.
Voi pierde si pierd tot ce imi este cunoscut,
traiesc intr-un roman fara autor.
Doar eu si iarasi eu.

Lost on a paved road

Someday it will end

hopefully very soon…

I’m starting to hate you

get out of my way.

2 years patiently waiting

it ends now, your to blame,

It’s your fault, you killed me!,

and I forgotten my fault.

Adina see you never again,

Goodbye., we never gonna be friends

It’s the end, I hate you,

is this what you wanted?

Now you got it.

Well...crap!

"si asa totul ce parea a fi normal,dintr-o data se transforma intr-un teatru de razboi,descurajant este faptul ca nu poti sa "citesti" oamenii,sunt asa de imprevizibili,si eu care credeam ca sunt o adunatura de mimi ce imita lumea si nu au deloc caracteristici individuale,doar furate o gloata de tampiti falsi,dar de data asta eu am pierdut....ce am pierdut?cam tot ce ma preocupa de aproape 2 ani :( "J.D.Sz.

Don't walk away

I want to hold your hand and smile,

even just for a little while,

it will seem like  an eternity.

Wish I could be with you…

you walked into my heart,

knocked on the door, I let you in.

I sang you a melody of love,

I offered you my heart.

I offered you a world,

our very own world

just me and you, nobody else.

Now you say goodbye Szilard?

Don’t walk away now.

Smile, please just smile

I want to remember you, as you where:

That beautiful girl

who stolen my heart,

God She is awesome….

She is the girl, with who I fallen in love.

The last step

Alig ha latlak,alig ha erzem ahogy nezzel

sehogy sem jo neked,

erzeketlen mozgasaid,meg a korhadt gondolkozasod

hiszem,nem torodsz velem,

de mivel semmit sem hagyhatok befejezetlenul,

csakis indul a lang a szivemen at,

tul,tul es nekem art.

Mennem kell ,szabadon jarni,

mert a verem keri,eletem nem egy jatek

amely szinten te mozogsz vigatlanul,

nem egy pocsolya hanem egy csoda!

Ami erted dogob es mindig is dobogot

csak te nem kered,nem akarod,

nem elhetsz velem egy szinkronikus ritmuson

nem vagy az enyem ,de en sem a tied!

Minden mozgassal nekem artasz

mindig es veled akarok lenni,

lassan felebredek lehet meg te is

szep almoknak a monokromatikus szinet elvezuk

szivedet nem erte fajdalom,

hiaba csereled a ritmust,hiaba kiabalsz

taszitjuk egymast,ez  mozgas.

Csak annyit mondok,mostantol kezdve

2 uton jarni fogunk,

mindegy mit csinalsz te,csak

felejtsel el engem,hagyal szabadon

ne bazd a fejem nem erzem magam olyan jol.

Non-negotiable

The organized chaos begins,

I want to get away,

the air is filled with words of dispear

choking me with my own blood

I wish I never known her.

Another lost evening lived in a state of hate

from now I release your hand...

fly away and leave me alone.

for me...your dead.

This "closeness" is non-negotiable,

I am not a slave,I am a man,

So let me be...

do a final tour and disappear,

Good bye!

 "I wish I could hit someone right in the soul, to destroy that someone ,because I represent the beginning of  unimaginable chaos,I want to see the fall,to feel my own  hate...that makes me human."quote by D.Szilard

" hatred and arrogance is what  defines the 

superior human being from the cross-bred masses" quote by D.Szilard

"I want to tell to a  soul ,that tomorrow it will die,and that I will be just a neutral observer,who enjoys the show" quote by D.Szilard

Every simple move Spring

Vagyis nem erdekel

Csak mond meg nekem:

„Ennyi volt,mennem kell,innen már tudom az utat”

Ejnye leányka,milyen játekot játszasz?

Kedves lépteid,,barom érzéseid,

neked minden egy játék?

Nekem minden realis!

Belefeledkeztél a muvészi tájba?

Igazi érzéketlen artista vagy,

neked én nem léteztem valaha?

Az,az érzésem,hogy nem,soha!

Ez a sors kurvára ostoba,

de tetszet a mozgás kb.tulzás,

szégeled magad velem?

Héh mondta Guetta:

“Where is the love?”

Mostmár mindegy,életem választott más utat

távalodj tolem,mert megolsz,

és puszta lelkem sirni fog,

hullni fog a konnyem,térdre esek,mászni kezdek,

egy mozgásbol életemet veszem.

Ne gyere,ne hazudjal semmit,

perfektul megértetem,ennyit!

"Set-up" Hq

Memories that will stay + photos

Surprisingly it takes just courage 

and an open-minded state

to live your life: run and play.

Today..it was shown to me…

that there is still hope for better times

and it’s great!

It was a great day,

old friends showed me a new face,

a warm taste in my soul.

I've met them, I've adored them, simple folks

they are my friends of course.

For me they mean a lot,

I can’t afford to lose them,

whatever the cost.

Amusing jokes, sweet laughter’s,

maybe a little forced.

Incidents, slaps and a bit more,

scarred romance …endless calls

drinks served cold,

and two beautiful girls.

A hell of a way to start a new day,

 these are the memories that will stay…

I expect more

More than 3  words and a simple hello.

Where is the hug? Where is the touch?

you switched roles…hiding in a tougher shell,

achieved by a higher degree of carelessness,

I fight for you out-there in the “Holly War”!

just to prove my feelings are genuine,

no fakes…no more! But I can’t fight here!

If you don’t let me, into your heart, at your side,

You stole a part of me, don’t guarantee…

I miss that part, and I want it back.

Noul desen-Phoenix firebird Wall-Art

Photos de prin 08'-09'

Tell me! + photos

If you don’t say nothing, I blame myself!

I really thought, were getting somewhere,

nevertheless…

Give me a break!It’s your fault!

be honest for once.

you never said nothing,

but here is your change.

Tell me now…where are we heading?

You’re  putting up a fence.

Tell me I’m stupid and silly,

tell me that I’m a fk.ing dreamer

who needs his meds!

Tell me something, tell me the truth!

Tell me ,that I don’t mean anything to you!