Just some thoughts

Strictly known only by the two of us,

trying to speak you don’t let me

guide me to the truth,

if I don’t listen drag me in front of it

with your words explain that

I am not worth a chance, change me to become the opposite.

Years of concealing in my heart deepest place,

only I  know how much you mean to me,

but you cease to believe in me.

It happened in plain site

how can I resist? I know,I know I can’t touch

I just want to talk…

Or is it that to much?...I can’t give up

you are my goal, decades could pass

I will be waiting for an answer,

do whatever just to prove I am better

because of you.

Made it in twent

Expected me to give up easily

believing it will reduce the conflict between us,

but the issue I have, my words do not hurt,

all I said was something innocent spontaneous.

Even if you’d give a part of me away

I will let you without any delay,

I just want to look at your moves

there is nothing to improve....

Your eyes do not cease to follow me,

think I did…pretty much what you asked me.

As I imagine

As I imagine

As I imagine you

a flawless shape an orchid among humans,

my shoulders carry a guilt, my love,

bitter sweet is my thrill seeking heart.

But my heart is untouched

dust covers it,

the key to unlock it…

a song sang by a thousand crickets,

…………..

it reminds me of a dawn in august.

Is it my fault… if I dare to dream?

wanting that piece,

you are the one completing me.

Dreamt of a human amongst human beings

I hope you can love,

Let’s see to that,that will never be apart

Truly revealed

Truly revealed

…and you don’t answer

still trying to reach you,

my hopes slowly fade away in august…

Witnessing your liberation

free emotional boundaries,

if life opens you a door or a window

you choose to choke the past.

Forget about that foolish dreamer.

forget about that tired seeker,

run away now hide from the emission

transmitted by a gentle whisper.

Evolving you felt the reason to leave

because it’s easier this way I know.

we met we talked in the past

borders of a civilized world tease you…?

Foreign language, different color.

I saw you grown

not anymore that sweet vulnerable girl,

think your even? ignore me and step sideways

let me hit the wall.

Nevermore I shall go beyond my fear

I have lost you.

Time can change, if you lack individuality

lack that courage to enjoy an open talk,

right next to a boy

who cares about you more

by the day.

Black glasses close the direct contact,

dressed in white

you feel innocent or just trying to be?

You trusted me ,still do I presume

offer me that window and I will give you air,

and release  that blockage