Flash forward guess

Flash forward guess

It’s happening right now

I am missing you in my heart,

every move I make, each breath I take,

takes me closer to the edge

of my mistake.

I’d go back in november

turn around and change

I’d do anything I just want to feel okay.

All I want is your forgiveness

all I want is to hold you,

you remember that

we had such great times

 flash forward guess….

and start believing .

I miss you sweetheart

past had such great things,

tragically we always forget

 it’s to late come back,

 we will be together some day,

even do u might make

the wrong choices in the right times,

I will never ask for goodbyes.

We were all that I wanted more,

She and you and her

 kept it hidden now or ever…

almost forever.

I want to know

you’re an actress

said and changed the rules

stopped why?

You play with hearts,

in all this mess you could loose yours

Right?

Don’t leave like this

 it’s 5:58

 I want u in my place

to watch the birth of a new day.      made by the author D.Szilard protected licensed content

Assemble once more

that old forgotten soul

gather those roots,

 they extend, tens of meters underground.

Don’t search the surface,

search that depth,

 hidden for years

you can’t understand….

Deprived to find a meaning,

 barely seen light

 but highly experienced treason.

Open your arms

show them compassion,

with a little luck

they might forgive you.

October and Leaves that fall

Weather has changed, everything is new,

the only things remaining are my feelings for you.

Maybe you left,

wounding my soul…

A part of you remains at my hearts door,

beating a rhythm  just I can understand,

one violin, one sad story at the end.

When those broken sounds,

and your catching fragrance merge

making a poem, of the oblivion

layered in bittersweet sensations.

When the violins stop and that poem is not written,

life ends a cycle

and takes me with him.

Never shall I trust myself,

no music is playing… condemned to silence,

a thousand violins could play

I could never hear them.

Leaves that fall

Leaves that fall…

they could be compared to us all,

lost each other in the chaos that followed.

Without one and another they are not the same,

they are falling to the ground,

and that’s the only thing

they have in common.

Misery soon follows,

destiny plays the cards right

always wins, taking us out.

We are soldiers of luck

on a field scattered with landmines,

blindfolded and uselessly carrying  big guns.

We had our orders,

we gone rogue that’s fine,

let me hug you, hold your hand

and take a couple of steps…

I never say goodbye

not even at the end.