confront it with fear
close your eyes, hold your breath,
the time has come God I am afraid.
Afraid of the pain that follows after
afraid of the unknown,
hopeless explications about the coming trauma…
I said many times before
involved in other procedures:
My life gets stronger
and I get more self-confident
just for a couple of days.
Every time I am in this position
I wish you could be right next to me,
nothing could help me better
than hearing your voice of strength,
nothing can heal me faster
than your presence.
In this moment I realize
how much I need an angel on my side,
Ohh … how much I need you right now.
To A.U.
