Shallow existence

Shallow existence

ascends upon me a blue aura,

crows in the trees taking shelter,

alone in the park

sitting on the bench,

it’s great..Peaceful, you can relax…

The weather is great,

My wristwatch ticks, it’s 7.38   

my eyes plays tricks,

shadows mislead me,

I’m surprised, a girl is coming

in my way… everything is black

I’m laughing; it couldn’t be the Grim Reaper.

Waiting…thinking …about my future

If I could pass the…a dream come true,

I could pursue my life’s wish…

After 5 minutes, my mind is blank

not a single thought, nothing,

I’m indifferent.

I want to learn to draw beautiful shapes

just raw art,

 I want to do something to feel involved.

I hope someone could help,

if not I will start from scratch,

all alone... I need a girl

who can understand…

the pleasure to create something

with your bare hand,

It’s a dying art,

the beginning of the end.