Methods of Winter

We stopped caring

When you said: shut up about it!,

can we settle down please?

Spent our time hating each other

with slow words and passive love,

keeping the distance, take a snapshot

I thought..we were lovers?!

Early smokes, deadly hopes

don’t breathe this air-I’m aware!

try letting go.

Messed  up clothes, jokes

hard hitting point-hollow

you are trigger happy aren’t you?

I secretly love you too,

it’s too still in your sadness,

but your eyes tell a whole other story

and I feel the weight of the world,

alone within myself again

I try to veil away my pain.

The coffee is never strong enough,

and this whole story it’s a fraud!