Demeter's

Dishonest words

2011-09-25T17:39:00.002+03:00

Dishonest words

No room in here to feel no emotion whatsoever,

never show fear just superficial love,

find another way to talk.

Blend dishonest words with imperfect verbs,

lie beneath your smile ,tell them so much lies…

believe that and look in their eyes.

Don’t worry ,don’t be shy,

don’t see through your heart, use it just to pump blood.

Go now and have fun.

Arythmic beats.

2011-09-25T17:38:00.002+03:00

Arythmic beats.

Distant touches off that…have been

slightly enjoying the sound of arythmic beats.

War is the peace we all need,

waking up among the cold sheets

no body, no warm chills.

Nights spent in despair, breathing cold air,

getting freaked out,

ready not for another round.

Sometimes hating what we can’t find,

loves wishes left behind.

Transformed in blind

2011-09-25T17:24:00.002+03:00

Transformed in blind

No longer in that situation, everything ended

that closely monitored one, no more.

Likewise feel the rejected side

among that love transformed in blind hate,

Indifference doesn’t give me headaches.

It gives me peace inside the emptiness

of my green eyes.

Relieved through the pain obtained,

motifs are insane….

But the game is never owned,

played over and over,becoming used.

Sound of a shadow

2011-09-11T12:33:00.006+03:00

Sound of a shadow

Like a shadow.. nobody cares,

just a body walking between walls of concrete,

no one shows a look,

nor makes a sound or move.

They don’t care

why live in this world of despair?

Knowing people who don’t know you,

talking to them…you just lose.

We took a step forward and backwards two,

ignorance a blessing, for others a curse.

Constantly evolving , upgrading to worse!

Where are the humans? Where are they?

Why are we so blind ,why aren’t we kind?

Why can’t we walk and maybe learn how to be friends?,

I know we have differences

we cant put them aside .

Let’s just just try.

Life in two

2011-09-11T12:33:00.002+03:00

Life in two

Time makes us distant and cold

no matter what we can’t stop.

Maybe we must adapt or compromise,

maybe we must choose between good or worse,

maybe we want that awesome luck…

maybe we want to show our love.

Maybe I want to have you around,

maybe I want to spend my life

loving a girl who I like.

Let me guide you

2011-09-09T19:12:00.005+03:00

Let me guide you

Let me guide you
I am right beside you.
Let your pain show itself
I’m here to help.
Let my voice take
deep root s inside,
every whisper excites.
Every touch makes us want
more and more…
Come on baby, let’s show the world,
how to make love while doing war.

Every time we meet

2011-09-09T19:12:00.002+03:00

Every time we meet

Every time we meet,

I feel the need

to tell all my good deeds.

To tell and watch, how you react,

to see you smile and laugh,

to feel you happy and sad,

to be right there and help.

Sitting on the swing,

or out boulevarding…

the most important thing

that you are my right wing.

Each time I tell,my heart is beating swell,

each moment together ,I wish for forever,

each second is a pleasure!!!

best of 2011 #1 Demons resistant to light

2011-08-02T13:35:00.000+03:00

Crowds of people drag and pull

feelings out of their soul,

buying guilt selling lies

creating walls of darkness.

No windows .no doors.

not even lather.

We fought battles and still fight those demons resistant to light.

We create, we destroy ,not adapting to the worst

losing our touch ,we panic and run.

Repeating it over and over again

we are small ,but we want more,

never in a frank mood always acting

playing puppets.

And we ask and beg g for forgivness.

best of 2011 Dreams of chance

2011-08-02T13:30:00.002+03:00

Dreams of chance

Never mind those selfish dreams,

forget about what was and what would be,

there is no hope, there is no chance,

let things touch ,let things go.

They are souls and hearts finding their whole

miles away, from mine and yours.

I tried so hard, now is time to let things go

I did that. but they are coming back for more and more.

haunting me destroying my soul.

The End

2011-08-02T13:28:00.000+03:00

Days tick and tock

like seconds on the clock.

Close by lurks the end of all,

just tick and tock goes the watch,

just like that we end up in a black fogg.

Aftermath

2011-08-02T13:27:00.002+03:00

And endless stream of defying odds

retaking the bliss of the eternal law,

order is chaos, lies are our guilt,

strongly embedded in what we are

we say we were.

Hopeless thoughts not ending at all ,

syncing to what we call the: aftermath of our…

Concept(ing) dreams

2011-05-03T20:47:00.001+03:00

Si linistea se lasa peste noapte

Si linistea se lasa peste noapte,

in amurgul trezirilor timpurii,

apoi adorm din nou cu gandul la care se vor trezi.

Dar timpul nu iarta,

timpul doar asterne cenusa peste uitare,

acea vie senzatie va deveni doar un alt obisnuit.

Nimic nu mai exista

Nimic nu mai exista din ce o fost, nu va mai fi,

nimic din ce-am trait nu se va mai indeplini,

considera momentul unic, trateaza-l cu cuviinta,

fiecare retraire isi pierde din importanta.

Deoarece suntem muritori. nu traim fiecare clipa.

cersim la pasii pe care ii facem, mila!

Regretam cea ce facem ,sau il trecem cu vederea

niciodata nu o fost asa dur umanitatea.

And there I stand, and stand and suffer

And there I stand, and stand and suffer,

painting my inner demons

welcoming them to their appearance.

Justify my motifs I can not,

Justify yours if you want!

Every choice is a decision,

affecting all those close

be careful use your wisdom,

because you might lose them

"smile baby,smile .. all together they say goodbye "

there is no point of having an understanding level of a misunderstood situation

like I always said,the key of understaning one is to do an open heart surgery

but I guess you realize that,and I'd like you to know

treat things seriously our*things I beg of you .

because here you got a boy who shows you the real feeling,who feels quilt

who tells you that you are worth a thousend pictures meaning 1.000.000 words.

who loves you.

Acceptance of the inevitable

2011-04-06T18:02:00.002+03:00

Acceptance of the inevitable

confront it with fear

close your eyes, hold your breath,

the time has come God I am afraid.

Afraid of the pain that follows after

afraid of the unknown,

hopeless explications about the coming trauma…

I said many times before

involved in other procedures:

My life gets stronger

and I get more self-confident

just for a couple of days.

Every time I am in this position

I wish you could be right next to me,

nothing could help me better

than hearing your voice of strength,

nothing can heal me faster

than your presence.

In this moment I realize

how much I need an angel on my side,

Ohh … how much I need you right now.

To A.U.

safe and sound

2011-03-20T21:19:00.002+02:00

Words fallen to the ground

I am not safe and sound,

rise and rise again

taste the freedom…

see through your cloudy vision

enjoy life’s treason.

Don’t speak, don’t talk,

let your move do all the work.

18 januar

2011-03-20T21:04:00.000+02:00

si pierzandu-ma in amurgul diminetii
fara griji si fara ganduri,
stau in fata nasterii unei noua zile
si stiu ca il voi pierde,
nu ma simt atasat de nimic ce este viu
astept si astept minutele trec greu,
frigul il simt ma loveste in fata
creezi vapori de ceata,
parca astept ca soarta sa ma ajunga
dar nu o face o simt eu.

Sau am sa te pierd

2011-01-03T16:18:00.002+02:00

Dar razboiul asta eu mi l-am ales ,asta imi e soarta,

departe de tine …simt cum imi pierd spreranta.

Inima mea o ia razna,

pompeaza adrenalina dar bate mai incet,

cad prada emotiilor ,cu ele adorm,

cu ele mai trezesc,

cu gandul la tine eu visez,

lucruri marunte,marete ,de neinteles!

Dar realitatea ma loveste,

cedez si iar cedez,

Oare o sa ma ridic vreodata?...

sau am sa te pierd.

Si mi-e dor de tine,

Mi-e dor de ce nu am avut,

Dorul ma cuprinde, ma baga in sperieti,

cu teama ma gandesc… oare…oare eu visez?

Raspunsul este rece si sincer.

Si eu pierd din viata anii

pe care nu o sa ii mai recuperez,

Cad in genunchi cad din nou

si la tine ma gandesc.

Oare voi reusi?

Sau am sa te pierd.!

13 things on new year's eve!

2011-01-01T14:21:00.000+02:00

In life you must choose between honor and dignity ,and I choose both.

Never underestimate someone who doesn’t even know himself.

Yeah I had feelings now I have something in plus humanity.

Silly is my position towards my own conception.

You trust somebody? Never do that you always get hurt.

Discipline is achieved through brutality.

There is no dignity in being in love.

Make it through hell ,and you can call yourself a true hero.

Almost everyone deserves a chance, and they always mess things up in the last fucking

moment.

Well I guess life is life and that is how it’s going to be.

The truth is I really loved her and she known that.

Where I failed others will succeed.

Changing myself I am changing the world.

To all my friends

2010-12-08T18:02:00.002+02:00

To all my friends

In the last past days

I felt so strange,

I felt alone, and that scares me.

What is up ?what is wrong?

Were are my friends?!? they all are gone…

Really, I miss those old good times

how I want them one more time,

I miss some people miss them so much,

my heart is empty,

I am feeling drained, battered up.

Were are those times

we use to spend outside?

talking ,being together what’s up?

Some of those people

They… just continued there life’s

hundred of miles apart of mine’s.

Always the distance,

there is always something in the mid part.

But I guess this is life:

sometimes unfair,

sometimes rough.

Holidays are coming moments to enjoy

My only wish is to have you all

close to me ,and all I want

is to say Happy Holidays,

God bless you all my dearest of friends,

without you I am not myself at all.

I miss those times when we used to laugh,

I miss those people who just left,

I miss those days of joy imperfect,

Hours, minutes, they were beautiful,

Oh how much I want to get together, and have a chat,

Smile, exchange news and laugh.

How much I want to have all of you around,

my old good friends, I miss you all so much.

This goes to those working abroad:

Zoltan,Danny,Andrei,Adina,Judith

take care you guys and at least once in a while,

let me now that you are fine,

let me now that your happy and smile,

I wish you all a white x-mas

merry moments and tasty treats,

and all the love and friendship that I can give.

Times is merciless, time ends fast,

treasure each moment you have,

it could be your last.

The best way is to spend it with family and friends,

they are the most important gift you have. God bless.

by Demeter Szilard J.

City Angel

2010-12-07T16:38:00.000+02:00

Bring me down bring me up,

take my closer to your heart,

I wanted you to know

that nothing is for show,

wanted to watch you smile again

walk your fingers in your pretty hair

make me fall, make me stare,

just stand there.

Your voice and smile

your way to be,is so sexy

so feel free to realize

that such beautiful things

exists in real life,

how you pronounce every word,

when you smile when you joke

you’re so funny you’re so cute,

when you walk your pretty leggs

around that crowded place,

how you talk, how you socialize, how you are

how all the things you touch become something of valor

I like your lips,I like your dimples,

I like the way you are and who you are,

freedom bird of the new urban

you’re a city angel a lodestar.

Dedicated to Dr.M. Irina Ioana

White snow white snow

2010-12-01T15:11:00.001+02:00

White snow ,white snow,

cold is your touch

bury my worm heart.

White snow, white snow,

keep up,bury us all alive.

White snow ,white snow,

you’re so white,

snow and snow and never stop!

"my empire of hearts and hatchets"

2010-11-26T16:19:00.001+02:00

never say you did not know/`
and wait for that moment to come/`
and will never come /`
or will come too soon and take you by surprise

and than your sweet voice will die out
whispers will be stronger
and everything as we knew it will cease to exist
but only by throwing a symbol
you will come to understand

how easily can you give a moment to be
and you'll want that moment to last for years and years
but the anguish of pain, knowing when the void is almost near
almost close to that moment of peace
but you're young years pass,
you will sit next to your faithful companion named death

it will torment you for the rest of your life

and you can't change anything
and you want a moment to grasp the perfect sunrise

hate with indifference

2010-11-16T11:42:00.002+02:00

"I always wanted the impossible because I never could handle the possible” Demeter Sz.

At least once in a life you must die for love

don’t be so selfish share It with me ,

don’t so cruel ,don’t make me change,

you learned my defined concept

accepted applied the human principles.

Now I fear you might rebel,

against my wishes

I tremble well beneath the passive indifference,

you treat as it was war

there is peace at your heart?

Leave the hate behind, glorious future awaits us

we could fight our way through this man made hell

reliving the pain opening the blockage,

come lets’ pass

and with small steps we create our destiny,

a world of ours at our judgment

and it will prevail, because we are human.

Stages and stages

underneath the calmness ,

strange behavior witnessing the passing

nothing can hurt,

yet still getting offended,

words enjoy a sweet melody upon hearing them.

Whit noise disguised as a way of touching

without experiencing the feel,

all of this meant to play tricks on our minds.

Refusing the granted

by human nature is a marker,

is our way taking everything for granted

leaving the essentials away ,

asking ,begging ,than crying the tears

whipping them with white silk.

Words are useless you never could hear them,

I am talking to you why don’t you listen?

Frankly I known that we’d never be

I hopped I was mistaken,

I wasn’t wrong you love something else

beauty in essence.

Tried tried I never succeeded

I invented the term planted poison,

must I fail again and again

or I am winning? whatever the outcome

its about self-preservation,

would you forget me? yes why not,

would forgive me?

the answer is right in front,

I hate you with love,

I ignore you with attention

all of this means I am human.

Understanding me you understand yourself

we fight battles that cannot be won,

our goals in life differ

but the passion to live our life are the same in each one,

now or never I ask you to step up

make up your mind

or you will forever lose the man

who truly loves you the way you are.

“I always wanted the impossible because I never could handle the possible” Demeter Sz.

Our life

2010-11-13T17:45:00.003+02:00

Our life’s are a drama

lived in a bitter sweet song lyrics

we each fight our own battles,

never could negotiate a cease fire.

Planning escapes,

getting shouted at ,headaches…

we do everything

they don’t even thanks us

that’s great.

Instead they play us ,in one hand all in,

losing to them we feel hopeless,

the same two humanists

following a righteous cause,

one loves the other

more than she could count on,

ripped our we from a straight path,

nevertheless we have common thoughts

you somehow complete me,

why shouldn’t I too?

Enemies united,

could you stand near me?

for a last stand.

they attack at dusk,

you burry me at dawn.

Before all shall parish, all shall fall,

I want you to pledge allegiance to our song,

only we could hear it ,only we can stop it,

come my dear sit next to me

before you forever go,

to look one more time in my eyes,

these are not easy moments,

I feel your heart tremble,

but the departure is never simple.

Just go my dear with those smiling eyes,

leave the tears for another time

beautiful moments still awaits us,

now go…

Start pulling me out

2010-11-07T16:22:00.000+02:00

Start pulling me out ,at the edge of the box,

A small burst of wind drops me right down,

At least you stop once in a while near that box,

Talk to me light me up ,

let me scream understand my misery

submit my voce to a highter plan of superficiality

My life’s a demo who decides when I put it out?

Without you I am not mine

You are my dot in my sentences

the starting capital word imagine,

Trapped in a tiny box the air is thinner

I get out punching and hitting

hurting and bleeding understand my misery

come here save me

spending my time discussing a locked topic

whatever the cost I am stuck

thousand of voices going insane

Only I can hear them

Closer to the breakpoint

painting my freedom something’s

wrong it’s a grey picture

Standing on a wire rotating the wisdom

of a fallen 24,7 outta 7

Shouting while spinning

a record made by silence

playing a role cruel world all alone in a 2 by 4

staring and dreaming

why don’t you listen

I am friggin bleeding

hit me one more time

do yourself a favor rewind the tape pause play broken.

Let's play a new era

2010-11-07T15:46:00.000+02:00

Come back let’s play a new era

let’s see could we survive,

move along on waves

you maintain me on balance,

shatter ourselves like a mirror broken in pieces,

we reflect our love in optical illusions.

Travel million light-years ,follow the tail of a comet

we burst in colors, being the wish granters, happiest as ever,

you are my steer my brake,

you make me accelerate,

you make me different,

you make me brave,

the world seems a better place

with you in it.

If I’d kiss you,

I’d miss the taste of you lips

I’d miss your heartbeat

I miss you all day,

but what defines us ,makes up hate.

Couldn’t u said no more wait?

instead you make me suffer. stabbing me ,enjoying the taste?

flavor of red hot liquid bursting sideways

step and step, with each of them crumble my soul,

with each word hurt me more and more,

till I wont be anymore.

I forgive you I always do,

because I love you it’s not your fault,

it’s mine I am so sorry

but this emptiness in my soul is getting to big,

I am waiting the moment when it will explode,

waiting the touch that would leave me breathless,

leaves me to choke .

and I reprogram myself to hate hate hate

and destroy, to exile from the world.

If only you knew how much … you cause me

never mind I understand you

I really do.

Go find someone great, leave me behind

leave me to root,

I express myself differently

but my love for you is genuine, not fake.

I am loyal to the end

a big,a big tragic mistake ,go find someone awesome and great.

Every night I come home

I fall on my knees

staring at the oblivion ,

in freezing cold I see my breath

I exhale the substance of life,

ohh how much I want but I cant ,

wonderful is silence

expressed by the breath you take,

the only sound of true greatness

hearing and feeling your heart keeping you alive,

experienced in freezing cold

the hearts beats lesser and lesser

slower and slower till you say goodbye ,goodbye…

I hate you with love.

Flash forward guess

2010-10-26T14:13:00.000+03:00

Flash forward guess

It’s happening right now

I am missing you in my heart,

every move I make, each breath I take,

takes me closer to the edge

of my mistake.

I’d go back in november

turn around and change

I’d do anything I just want to feel okay.

All I want is your forgiveness

all I want is to hold you,

you remember that

we had such great times

flash forward guess….

and start believing .

I miss you sweetheart

past had such great things,

tragically we always forget

it’s to late come back,

we will be together some day,

even do u might make

the wrong choices in the right times,

I will never ask for goodbyes.

We were all that I wanted more,

She and you and her

kept it hidden now or ever…

almost forever.

I want to know

you’re an actress

said and changed the rules

stopped why?

You play with hearts,

in all this mess you could loose yours

Right?

Don’t leave like this

it’s 5:58

I want u in my place

to watch the birth of a new day. made by the author D.Szilard protected licensed content

2010-10-12T18:23:00.001+03:00

Assemble once more

that old forgotten soul

gather those roots,

they extend, tens of meters underground.

Don’t search the surface,

search that depth,

hidden for years

you can’t understand….

Deprived to find a meaning,

barely seen light

but highly experienced treason.

Open your arms

show them compassion,

with a little luck

they might forgive you.

October and Leaves that fall

2010-10-07T13:05:00.000+03:00

Weather has changed, everything is new,

the only things remaining are my feelings for you.

Maybe you left,

wounding my soul…

A part of you remains at my hearts door,

beating a rhythm just I can understand,

one violin, one sad story at the end.

When those broken sounds,

and your catching fragrance merge

making a poem, of the oblivion

layered in bittersweet sensations.

When the violins stop and that poem is not written,

life ends a cycle

and takes me with him.

Never shall I trust myself,

no music is playing… condemned to silence,

a thousand violins could play

I could never hear them.

Leaves that fall

Leaves that fall…

they could be compared to us all,

lost each other in the chaos that followed.

Without one and another they are not the same,

they are falling to the ground,

and that’s the only thing

they have in common.

Misery soon follows,

destiny plays the cards right

always wins, taking us out.

We are soldiers of luck

on a field scattered with landmines,

blindfolded and uselessly carrying big guns.

We had our orders,

we gone rogue that’s fine,

let me hug you, hold your hand

and take a couple of steps…

I never say goodbye

not even at the end.

Divers

2010-09-23T14:08:00.000+03:00

White dove

2010-09-20T15:38:00.000+03:00

September days

2010-09-12T16:49:00.000+03:00

We can order chinese ,

you could paint and I could make funny faces.

At 2 am we’d make prank calls

than laugh because one guy thought

that he been called by a mouse.

Or just stay up late

watching low budget films.

and still having a great time.

Than go outside in the middle of the night,

scream and shout than sit down.

Holding our hands

and just stare at the stars,

thanking The Lord

that He brought us together,

and making us the

Happiest couple.

Just me and you,

the dog and a large phone bill,

I am telling you …I love you from the bottom of my heart

and that’s all I want,

and if you could love me to…

I’ll be happy…

Parts of my truth

2010-09-11T20:04:00.000+03:00

" I wanted to believe that I had a chance,this way I never stopped loving you" quote Demeter Sz.
" I miss you even do we never met" quote Demeter Sz.
" War is when human engineering ,meets human conscience" quote Demeter Sz.

Read carefully!

2010-09-01T19:45:00.001+03:00

I am searching for a job abroad if someone know's something please contact me, or leave a comment.thank you.

or at a private security company in Afganistan!

Just some thoughts

2010-08-25T14:35:00.002+03:00

Strictly known only by the two of us,

trying to speak you don’t let me

guide me to the truth,

if I don’t listen drag me in front of it

with your words explain that

I am not worth a chance, change me to become the opposite.

Years of concealing in my heart deepest place,

only I know how much you mean to me,

but you cease to believe in me.

It happened in plain site

how can I resist? I know,I know I can’t touch

I just want to talk…

Or is it that to much?...I can’t give up

you are my goal, decades could pass

I will be waiting for an answer,

do whatever just to prove I am better

because of you.

Made it in twent

2010-08-11T20:28:00.000+03:00

Expected me to give up easily

believing it will reduce the conflict between us,

but the issue I have, my words do not hurt,

all I said was something innocent spontaneous.

Even if you’d give a part of me away

I will let you without any delay,

I just want to look at your moves

there is nothing to improve....

Your eyes do not cease to follow me,

think I did…pretty much what you asked me.

As I imagine

2010-08-07T13:32:00.000+03:00

As I imagine

As I imagine you

a flawless shape an orchid among humans,

my shoulders carry a guilt, my love,

bitter sweet is my thrill seeking heart.

But my heart is untouched

dust covers it,

the key to unlock it…

a song sang by a thousand crickets,

…………..

it reminds me of a dawn in august.

Is it my fault… if I dare to dream?

wanting that piece,

you are the one completing me.

Dreamt of a human amongst human beings

I hope you can love,

Let’s see to that,that will never be apart

Truly revealed

2010-08-04T17:49:00.001+03:00

Truly revealed

…and you don’t answer

still trying to reach you,

my hopes slowly fade away in august…

Witnessing your liberation

free emotional boundaries,

if life opens you a door or a window

you choose to choke the past.

Forget about that foolish dreamer.

forget about that tired seeker,

run away now hide from the emission

transmitted by a gentle whisper.

Evolving you felt the reason to leave

because it’s easier this way I know.

we met we talked in the past

borders of a civilized world tease you…?

Foreign language, different color.

I saw you grown

not anymore that sweet vulnerable girl,

think your even? ignore me and step sideways

let me hit the wall.

Nevermore I shall go beyond my fear

I have lost you.

Time can change, if you lack individuality

lack that courage to enjoy an open talk,

right next to a boy

who cares about you more

by the day.

Black glasses close the direct contact,

dressed in white

you feel innocent or just trying to be?

You trusted me ,still do I presume

offer me that window and I will give you air,

and release that blockage

To 0 to infinity

2010-07-19T14:50:00.001+03:00

Make my heart whole again

come to me hold my hand.

Walk 12 passes tell me once,

tell a thousand times,

I want to hear it from you sweetheart.

I want to feel your presence

every moment of my life

Take breakfast with you

wishing u good morning.

you mean the whole world to me

to a to z, to 0 to infinity.

I want you near me

think about the great times will have.

It’s a pleasure I admire you,

you got something noble, special

and I really love you.

Hundred miles plus -minus 2,

I stare at the moon I stare at you,

searching for those eyes

I get sidetracked,it’s never easy for my,

you deserve better than that.

I give you all that I have

and a little more,

I give you my heart, my soul.

Please don’t walk all over it.

Without you I am in cardiac arrest

perform CPR or else I’m dead.

Volume: ,,She”

2010-07-05T21:02:00.004+03:00

I am looking for a job abroad,if you can offer me a job,please contact me at crackerdemeter@yahoo.com.thanks.

Volume: ,,She”

Years 08”-10” The Search

Never knowing what is going to happen, it always stalks you finding you, you never know when is going to happen, in 08” it happened.

I thought it was a dream, I thought that she was real…

I went through hell and back,through fire, humiliation and total chaos, on uncharted grounds I found myself carrying a guilt….I wanted her, wanted her love, her sweet voice telling me great words…

It all went wrong ended up bad. The hero after all he went through, taking up all the challenges wins, but never gets his prize.

I dreamt of her, I saw her walking; I wanted…I ran to her, but I never could reach her, she looked back smiled…and I never could

She haunts me, she kills me, only I want her, she is the embodiment of eternity.

08” The Distress Call

I listened to her message thousands of times, I wanted to help her.

In the Void I saw her again, she called me by my name: ,, My soldier J.D. come to me..”, told me that she loved me..

I stud right next to her, I felt her voice, her touches vibrating in my heart

I went through hell and back, only to find out that she died.

I followed a chimera all this time, I followed her…she was so real….she was alive.

I dropped to my knees, I started asking myself:,, Am I crazy? “,, Where is She? “ I was alone this whole time, but it can’t be, she was here with me, that beautiful girl, her calm voice, her sweet voice….

“You truly live only when you found your soul mate”

Demeter Szilard

Lost I am without them

2010-07-01T17:55:00.002+03:00

Understanding not much,

not even the obvious.

Seeking a meaning

dream away my thoughts

wishing this and wishing that…..

Someday it’s all gona end.

Wake up in a late dawn,

young but ageing,

life is wasting resources and love,

moments of pure one to one talk.

Missing out on episodes

I breathe in deep.

not fully comprehending how bitter is the path.

Where is my happy ending?

Where are they?

They all left…

I miss this part of my life

I miss everything need help,

why I am trying to do things in a right way?

I always lose something, I have lost her

and her and another her.

Lost I am without them.

Day by day

2010-06-18T17:34:00.000+03:00

Limitless skies open your eyes,

blue above…beautiful is life.

I love you the way you are,

like your smile,

like your voice,it’s my guide line

can I see you one more time?

Talk to you,speak words of love,

spread senseless teardrops.

Listen again,hold your hand

just one more time in 2010.

Feeling that life vibe in me

when you are around.

Feeling alive, touched by a pure thought.

She may be the one to be loved,

or never again will I seek a moment of luck.

Being with her is like being loved,

She likes the things I love,

She loves the things I like,

I love her every second,

more and more day by day.

Teatru localizat and Localized Theatre eng.vers.

2010-05-30T16:58:00.000+03:00

Teatru localizat

Si acuma cand ceasul bate in al ultimului minut,

infrant si lovit,cazut si ranit….

Ma acuzi? Ma judeci prin acele gesture,reci si grele

chiar crezi ca vreau sa am de-a face cu ele?!?

Dar pentru tine,orce ,fie si moartea,

doar dovedeste-mi loialitatea ta.

Arata ca poti simtii pentru mine

acea dragoste nemaivazuta de lume,

arata ca poti sa treci peste mimica umana

ca poti sa vezi prin masa sociala

ma vezi asa cum ar trebui?

sau judeci dupa reguli nescrise.

Alaturi de celalalte mici printese ascunse nerecunoscatoare?

Jocul tulbure al vremurilor noastre

Aruncam cu zaruri nimerim trei,noua,sapte

Ar fi multe de spus doar toate…

sunt doar cuvinte doar interferente pentru tine

Si uite acuma in 2010 cu cat ma apropii

cu atat ma urasti mai mult si nu trece

de-asi crede ca suntem nepereche.

Localized Theatre

And now when the watch is ticking in his last minut,

defeated struck down,fallen and hurt

you accuse me?judge me by those gestures,cold and heavy...

Do you really think ,that I want to have something to do with them?

But for you,anything, even if it is death.

Just prove me your loyalty.

show me that you can feel for me

that love unseen by the world.

Show that you can walk by the human mimic

Show that you see pass the social mass..

You see me as you should?

Or you’re judging by the unwritten rules.

Amongst the other hidden ungrateful little princesses.

The troubled game of our times...

Throwing dices hitting three , nine ,seven

There are much to be said,but all

are just words interferences for you,

and now,here in 2010 as I approach you

You hate me greater and it will not pass

I would think that we are odd.

Taken by unsigned truce

2010-05-30T16:17:00.001+03:00

Everything is relative

only we remain among the white noise,

we struggled to find our twisted games,

live moments from the past,

listen to spoken words,

next steps will be made easily.

Now you got the taste,experienced the life,

from now on do you feel...how I did?

Do you ever cared about me?

Everything I feel.I feel for you,

now go to another level,you feel different?

Definitely yes,others have stolen your innocence,

charm soaked in human superficiality,

they are all illusionists.

Everything is drama, everything is theater,
being human means you hate me?

knowing me means that you love me?

" and now the truth is revealed, why continue this charade,when we can execute in an obvious gesture" quote by J.D.Szilard

I want to enlist in the american army!!!IHooraah! Ace of spades and Memphis Dance

2010-05-13T15:32:00.003+03:00

Ace of spades

Delightful touches of a dying empire

the lord of life metamorphosed and blind,

a carrier never seen,

forgotten perhaps.

Delivering indulgence to our hearts,

a skiddish thought,

taking with her a little part, of me of her,

uniting us, a new bread the Herrenrasse!

Memphis Dance

Slipping away from a predefined route

taking a chance you’re so rude,

I like walking my fingers in your hair

I dare to touch, to talk, feel free to hit me if you want,

make me smile make me feel alive,

Don’t be sad just be you.

And tell me the words that I want to hear.

Its all in my head,

in real life is never gonna happen,

I know that!, why must things be so complicated?

why all this mambo-jumbo crap?

I need a real hug a friend,

I need her to straighten my life,

she is my pulse my vibe.

She is the voice of reason inside my head.

Hidden from society

2010-05-07T15:02:00.001+03:00

Closest way to her heart

2010-05-03T15:45:00.001+03:00

Closest way to her heart

is that unknown path,

proved with years and trust.

Never-ending stream of sweet words,

romance and a little luck,

passion, loyalty and love.

Gently moves, whispers…

Telling her, she is the one.
The only being, to who I given my heart.

Ma pierd

2010-04-29T19:13:00.000+03:00

Simt cum trece viata pe langa mine,
pierd un episod,
ma pierd in masa inconstienta.
Plutesc dar nu ma regasesc,
in fiecare zi depasesc pasul
imi aduc aminte de cele vechi intamplate,
ma gandesc la altii.
Imi distrag propria-mi atentie al sinelui,
stiu realitatea,dar nu cred in ea.
Stiu cat de greu este ea,
dar gandu-mi e'la altii.
Voi pierde si pierd tot ce imi este cunoscut,
traiesc intr-un roman fara autor.
Doar eu si iarasi eu.

Lost on a paved road

2010-04-18T00:37:00.000+03:00

Someday it will end

hopefully very soon…

I’m starting to hate you

get out of my way.

2 years patiently waiting

it ends now, your to blame,

It’s your fault, you killed me!,

and I forgotten my fault.

Adina see you never again,

Goodbye., we never gonna be friends

It’s the end, I hate you,

is this what you wanted?

Now you got it.

Well...crap!

2010-04-15T20:08:00.001+03:00

"si asa totul ce parea a fi normal,dintr-o data se transforma intr-un teatru de razboi,descurajant este faptul ca nu poti sa "citesti" oamenii,sunt asa de imprevizibili,si eu care credeam ca sunt o adunatura de mimi ce imita lumea si nu au deloc caracteristici individuale,doar furate o gloata de tampiti falsi,dar de data asta eu am pierdut....ce am pierdut?cam tot ce ma preocupa de aproape 2 ani :( "J.D.Sz.

Don't walk away

2010-04-13T09:48:00.001+03:00

I want to hold your hand and smile,

even just for a little while,

it will seem like an eternity.

Wish I could be with you…

you walked into my heart,

knocked on the door, I let you in.

I sang you a melody of love,

I offered you my heart.

I offered you a world,

our very own world

just me and you, nobody else.

Now you say goodbye Szilard?

Don’t walk away now.

Smile, please just smile

I want to remember you, as you where:

That beautiful girl

who stolen my heart,

God She is awesome….

She is the girl, with who I fallen in love.

The last step

2010-04-11T21:39:00.000+03:00

Alig ha latlak,alig ha erzem ahogy nezzel

sehogy sem jo neked,

erzeketlen mozgasaid,meg a korhadt gondolkozasod

hiszem,nem torodsz velem,

de mivel semmit sem hagyhatok befejezetlenul,

csakis indul a lang a szivemen at,

tul,tul es nekem art.

Mennem kell ,szabadon jarni,

mert a verem keri,eletem nem egy jatek

amely szinten te mozogsz vigatlanul,

nem egy pocsolya hanem egy csoda!

Ami erted dogob es mindig is dobogot

csak te nem kered,nem akarod,

nem elhetsz velem egy szinkronikus ritmuson

nem vagy az enyem ,de en sem a tied!

Minden mozgassal nekem artasz

mindig es veled akarok lenni,

lassan felebredek lehet meg te is

szep almoknak a monokromatikus szinet elvezuk

szivedet nem erte fajdalom,

hiaba csereled a ritmust,hiaba kiabalsz

taszitjuk egymast,ez mozgas.

Csak annyit mondok,mostantol kezdve

2 uton jarni fogunk,

mindegy mit csinalsz te,csak

felejtsel el engem,hagyal szabadon

ne bazd a fejem nem erzem magam olyan jol.

Non-negotiable

2010-04-11T03:34:00.000+03:00

The organized chaos begins,

I want to get away,

the air is filled with words of dispear

choking me with my own blood

I wish I never known her.

Another lost evening lived in a state of hate

from now I release your hand...

fly away and leave me alone.

for me...your dead.

This "closeness" is non-negotiable,

I am not a slave,I am a man,

So let me be...

do a final tour and disappear,

Good bye!

"I wish I could hit someone right in the soul, to destroy that someone ,because I represent the beginning of unimaginable chaos,I want to see the fall,to feel my own hate...that makes me human."quote by D.Szilard

" hatred and arrogance is what defines the
superior human being from the cross-bred masses" quote by D.Szilard

"I want to tell to a soul ,that tomorrow it will die,and that I will be just a neutral observer,who enjoys the show" quote by D.Szilard

Every simple move Spring

2010-04-09T13:29:00.000+03:00

Vagyis nem erdekel

2010-04-08T16:00:00.002+03:00

Csak mond meg nekem:

„Ennyi volt,mennem kell,innen már tudom az utat”

Ejnye leányka,milyen játekot játszasz?

Kedves lépteid,,barom érzéseid,

neked minden egy játék?

Nekem minden realis!

Belefeledkeztél a muvészi tájba?

Igazi érzéketlen artista vagy,

neked én nem léteztem valaha?

Az,az érzésem,hogy nem,soha!

Ez a sors kurvára ostoba,

de tetszet a mozgás kb.tulzás,

szégeled magad velem?

Héh mondta Guetta:

“Where is the love?”

Mostmár mindegy,életem választott más utat

távalodj tolem,mert megolsz,

és puszta lelkem sirni fog,

hullni fog a konnyem,térdre esek,mászni kezdek,

egy mozgásbol életemet veszem.

Ne gyere,ne hazudjal semmit,

perfektul megértetem,ennyit!

"Set-up" Hq

2010-04-07T07:38:00.002+03:00

Memories that will stay + photos

2010-04-06T05:47:00.001+03:00

Surprisingly it takes just courage

and an open-minded state

to live your life: run and play.

Today..it was shown to me…

that there is still hope for better times

and it’s great!

It was a great day,

old friends showed me a new face,

a warm taste in my soul.

I've met them, I've adored them, simple folks

they are my friends of course.

For me they mean a lot,

I can’t afford to lose them,

whatever the cost.

Amusing jokes, sweet laughter’s,

maybe a little forced.

Incidents, slaps and a bit more,

scarred romance …endless calls

drinks served cold,

and two beautiful girls.

A hell of a way to start a new day,

these are the memories that will stay…

I expect more

2010-04-03T22:11:00.000+03:00

More than 3 words and a simple hello.

Where is the hug? Where is the touch?

you switched roles…hiding in a tougher shell,

achieved by a higher degree of carelessness,

I fight for you out-there in the “Holly War”!

just to prove my feelings are genuine,

no fakes…no more! But I can’t fight here!

If you don’t let me, into your heart, at your side,

You stole a part of me, don’t guarantee…

I miss that part, and I want it back.

Noul desen-Phoenix firebird Wall-Art

2010-04-02T19:26:00.001+03:00

Photos de prin 08'-09'

2010-04-02T00:03:00.000+03:00

Tell me! + photos

2010-04-01T21:15:00.002+03:00

If you don’t say nothing, I blame myself!

I really thought, were getting somewhere,

nevertheless…

Give me a break!It’s your fault!

be honest for once.

you never said nothing,

but here is your change.

Tell me now…where are we heading?

You’re putting up a fence.

Tell me I’m stupid and silly,

tell me that I’m a fk.ing dreamer

who needs his meds!

Tell me something, tell me the truth!

Tell me ,that I don’t mean anything to you!

Speechlessvoicesinsidemysoul and The essence of humanity and drawings + pictures

2010-03-30T01:41:00.002+03:00

A voice inside my soul

telling me why I switched tones,

it descends from a higher platform.

You are calling me with a distant speechless voice...

You are my air, my fuel of life.

You are my spoken language.

You are that voice inside my soul,

that keeps telling me…

to let go….

The essence of humanity.

Old school romance of true love and desire,

my heart wants to be touched,

by the gentle… subtle flavor of affection,

and hover over a deep blue sky,

sparkled by the fireworks of cosmos,

walking in a field, filled with lily’s of the valley.

Even do I Know life’s not fair,

I believe in humanity, I have faith in people

maybe too much faith…

Where is that girl, who is waiting?

Whose heart is yours?

Life’s changing…

summer.. Our love is accepted,

autumns comes, our hearts emptying the remaining fuel

preserving the taste…

but spring liberates us

two hearts, one soul, pulsing together…

feeling’ the rhythm of life,

the essence of humanity.

desen facut de mine,vultur in stil egiptean,stil german nu nazi ,dar este un fel de transpunere vizuala palpabila al eului meu interior,fiecare semn fiecare obiect semnifica ceva, exp: arma cu luneta-chiar daca sunt un observator distant,vad chipurile de aproape al tuturor si le vad expresia,emotiile.

uniforma-reprezinta firea mea,mereu sunt intr-un "razboi" cu mine insumi,dar si ca sunt o pers.ordonata.

Crucea de fier-rep.curajul,faptul ca ma pot sacrifica pentru altii.

Capul de vultur camuflat-reprezinta lupta cu societatea actuala,teama de esec,mereu atent,vigilent,dar cu un simt dezvoltat,curajos,rational dar indiferent,perfectionist.

si etc.:P

iar acest desen semnifica eliberarea sufleteasca si +

am incercat sa o fac cu cat mai multe detalii,

Am incercat sa desenez cat mai frumos,dar pana la urma tind sa cred ca nu perfectiunea desenului il face deosebit,original ci mai degraba imperfectiunea este cea care exprima adevarata frumusete.

iar restul sunt just here-just now :P

Shallow existence

2010-03-27T03:35:00.000+02:00

Shallow existence

ascends upon me a blue aura,

crows in the trees taking shelter,

alone in the park

sitting on the bench,

it’s great..Peaceful, you can relax…

The weather is great,

My wristwatch ticks, it’s 7.38

my eyes plays tricks,

shadows mislead me,

I’m surprised, a girl is coming

in my way… everything is black

I’m laughing; it couldn’t be the Grim Reaper.

Waiting…thinking …about my future

If I could pass the…a dream come true,

I could pursue my life’s wish…

After 5 minutes, my mind is blank

not a single thought, nothing,

I’m indifferent.

I want to learn to draw beautiful shapes

just raw art,

I want to do something to feel involved.

I hope someone could help,

if not I will start from scratch,

all alone... I need a girl

who can understand…

the pleasure to create something

with your bare hand,

It’s a dying art,

the beginning of the end.

A dream ,Understand and photos

2010-03-22T01:42:00.001+02:00

A dream

Lost in the night...
under clear blue sky,
combining dream with meditation
desire with reality.

On the horizon is light,
it reveals the dream,
begins the moment.
No line, no love song,
just a quiet whisper
said with a subtle gesture,
look.. I love you
I look into your eyes,
I hug you, and tell you:
wake up, baby
you do not exist
and I can not sleep.

Understand

Silent whisper touches my soul

Can I hear you once more?

Can I take your hand, can we go?

abandoned and alone....

Where is my path?

You don’t understand!

You’re the one that makes me

feel right at home,

even do I’m miles away,

distant and cold,

I could catch a stray bullet

right in my chest, I could die,

but I’m always on your side!

Years could pass by,

no one will notice,

just you and I.

You’re nice you’re sweet,

you complete me.

You are all that I want, to have and see.

My Saturday

2010-03-21T01:46:00.002+02:00

something new :P trying something called (by me) "explain one day"

Waking up, my phone is ringing,

one of my friends calling..

“Hey man do you have a printer?

Yeah I do, but it’s outta ink

Go see if the Xerox machine,

in that store near you works.”

Then he calls again…

35 minutes of talking, nice wakeup call man.

Getting up from my bed, going into the kitchen

making breakfast…smells awesome,

and goes straight down with a

nice cup of hot tea.

News on Tv ,Ohh…gotta be kidding..politics!

Changing channel ...Saint Scott, not again!

Starting my pc..bip..bip..Let’s see:

Messenger is on, I’m available,

I’m talking with a girl:

“Nice Szili,I like what you wrote…

Well thanks Cattie ,thanks again for you help and support.

She is really nice, miss independent…

Open-minded warm hearted.

Going outside, where is my comrade?

Aaa their he is, come here boy...

The most dearest and funniest friend,

my german shepherd …. Akela.

Come on boy, go fetch the ball!!!

Yeah,yeah you thought about that a lot?

Ehh…what can I say smart dog,

I love him so much.

Then I equip, and leaving my house,

going to the gym,

people everywhere…they don’t stop and stare,

always in a rush, running back and fourth.

Cars making that annoying noise.

Entering the gym ,Ohh Saint Scott…I need a HAZMAT suit

It’s full with somekind of smoke!

Leaved early..two sweet girls passing by me,

turning my head, looking….I’m naughtyJ

Ooops they looked to…

kinda blushing I don’t know what to do,

waving my hand my hand, hello nice seeing you.

I called my friend:”let’s meet man,

right now I’m heading back.”

My friend let’s call him Hive,

rushing to a party somewhere in Cluj.

Good bye.

Arriving home, washing my hands,

it’s 6 o’clock, time for me to make desert ,

and some solid food :P .

My mom arrives “Nice cake Szilard”

Staying with her 2 hours, laughing and joking,

than going to my room…I’m planning…

Sunday maybe I go climbing…

It’s not up to me, where is my friend from Alba,

He isn’t calling me, okay another weekend…

Good morning :P

Trying something else

2010-03-20T19:44:00.001+02:00

I invite you to a tea

My creation

Hanging on:Fighting to survive

What’s our purpose?

2010-03-20T02:04:00.002+02:00

Today I stud in front of the porch,

all kinda thoughts, made me feel unsecure.

Where is the world heading now?

I don’t want to be a part of it.

What’s our purpose?, of being here,

To be alive? Well, we all pretty much act dead!

To be human? We are experts on that.

We don’t give a crap.

To find our mates?(loved ones)surely that’s a joke,

we cheat each-other in any given occasion(time).

I’m The Bad Guy?

FOR TELLING THE TRUTH?

My dreams slowly fade away…

as like my place in the upcoming future,

“I like modesty. It’s our basic virtue,

a virtue of courage, in a world sooo dark blue.” My own quote

People they don’t want to know,

when you buy a new firm shoe.

I don’t like crowded places,

because I’m unsure,

they all got something with me,

It’s like strange…spooky.

I try to evade, using a self defense technique,

blend in with a few.

People are funny, and I am too,

I have self-respect, I have dignity!

They try to make me,

join the other side,

keep telling them, if I lose what I’ve got,

then I am dead.

All those fancy girls, and gangster boys,

with their high-maintenance romance.

I’m excluded, why?

Because I have principles!

I am not false, just plane natural.

Kids aged 18 driving a BMW 7 series,

me with my 2 seated toy wagon, one man power,

kinda feeling like the big boys do*.

Parking it, on one square feet..I’m screwed.

I’m sorry, that I am not perfect!

Sorry if my car is not yet produced!

Sorry if my family isn’t perfect!

I am sorry for everything that might cause harm.

Like I said, did nothing right in two decades,

feeling kind unworthy to be living…

Where are my 15 minutes of glory?

Where is my change to prove-myself….

That I’m just a man who wants

To be your friend.

Memories of you

2010-03-19T00:59:00.000+02:00

Memories of you

embedded in my conscience,

appears untouched

at least for now,

for a brief silent moment

our eyes collided, I never,

have thought, that I had

the courage, to watch, to stand up.

It was short, but gave me the will

to continue.

I known from the start

that I've haven't got a change,

nor the luck

to be friends, to talk...

It was once in a life time offer ,which I missed,

I should had been more alive.

I like the way you think…

So different,

I like the way you move,

never in a hurry

every time, I saw you, you weren't relaxed,

always being dragged,

asked... and sent to do that.

And you willingly accepted.

You went...

Are they still making you laugh?

She

2010-03-18T20:59:00.000+02:00

"surrounded by 360 degrees of white sound,
your voice is my lullaby,
even do you scream,your my chorus ,
without you I am condamned to a world of silence" quote by Demeter Szilard

Subtle

2010-03-18T01:11:00.002+02:00

All those subtle flavors…

I can feel you’

A thousand times, always different,

you’re the one that makes it worth living.

I hate saying goodbyes

Time is measured in passes...

I love sharing with you

all the passes that I’ve got,

until my heart goes kuku on the clock.

Take my hand, take me somewhere old,

every moment with you it’s new, you told….

Let’s enlist together in the battlefield of love,

time can’t bother us.

Incomprehensible thoughts?

Even do I hear the same words everyday,

even do your smiles eventually fades away,

I will love you in a similar way

And wait forever and a day...

"time is something precious,I realized that today " quote by D.Sz :)

Portret of all,that's me

2010-03-15T11:40:00.003+02:00

Read all about DEMI:

Best of luck

keeping up,

never a way out,

stuck in this mud.

Saved by the bell?

I say!

who am I?

I really proved that,

did nothing right,

not even third place

never taking it seriously,

damned if I'd be

I see...I realize,

where is that impulse

that I need?

I must change,change msyelf

I wanna be...

never mind...

I had my change,

it wasn't fare

this is life,

I must somehow survive.

Every walk in the public zone,

at the mercy of all who saw,

seeing me walk

they talk.

I listen,I know

and can guess precisely.

Oh God...

what a difficult child I must be!

Noble thought helping out,

why nobody helps me now?

"Keep up kid,your dead

not in trend,

never got the sts of a friend"

what did I do wrong???

I messed up ,I'm messed up

a hybrid!, cruel luck

dreaming of......

expensive movement

better of.

I think,I learn,no'ones concerned?

so I'm alone,no surprise!

I'm sincere

I always was,

in need of a joint heart

a warm hugg,

listen please...

it's that so hard,

asking patience,understanding

but no!!!

All of you judge,

if you were in my place?....

did u ever thought...

this kid is ripping himself appart!

why? it easy

trying to please...

all of you..it's tough!

exspecially

when you are alone,

nobody's coming in your rescue,

homie!

I wanna be different,

walking around with friends

I meant..

but now for me is sf.

the end.

I'm being paranoid,

I need a prescription drug

Vallium's great,

taking me in Alice's place

heck...I might be able to sit up straight!

but no it's a mistake!

here you sue a whore

for not giving it down

after she ate.

Walking in the reflector's light?

hey producer!!

that ain't right.

I opened your eyes?

great job

stilish cover-up

end now what?

Where is the love?

just hate...?

I often contemplate,

why should others be so damn great

as I said it's hard for me,

even to walk out,

than I'm always polite

nice to people

and they think that I'm their slave?

wtf????!!

always helping

offering my soul

they say....

my heart is worth not much

equivalent with a kilo of dust

they say I'm stupid,dunce

a weird kid,because I have...

compassion!?

I'm a man, not a child!

they are crazy!

probably.

care to judge me?

Time is running out

hiting soon twenty,

life is ending

what did I done in

two decades?

you tell me!

God!I .... you

get over those.

My friends...

are they any??

they are acting actors,on a thin stage

thinking...

"O my God,I'm sooo great

the world gravitates around me

I am educated in street

Ima like gansta

mami where are my jujubeams?"

nice perspective slick.

Maybe they are wankstas

the only thing gravitating around them,

is their hands in their crouch

they are men?Hot damn!

Kids with big mouths...

but get to the point:

I always shown

a great interest for you,

not interesed in me?

please...

you want cl klasz?-& George Clooney?

I'm sorry!

I don't got a huge pocket

full of money,

I can't offer you much

only my heart,

my full attention and

best wishes of luck.

I am not one of those

high class trendy

man-whores( =)) )

who can amaze you

with their false words,

I'm not gansta, nor a star

I'm just a boy

who likes you more,

but ur cold!,

you want someone else?

the best of the best

okay

I got it.I alywas got it

I'm not like the rest.

Forgive me...

you won,now your happy?

you'd better be

I would never be...

God,you did more damage

to me

than an I.E.D.

I'm downright depressive.

Maybe a little Vallium

with a shot of wkisky,

or something more cheap

like homemade moonshine

and a copuld of sleeping pills...

I dream of you,

you dream of me?

of course not,

for you and for all

I'm nothing more than

a surpluss.

It took me,more then 2hours

wrote it on my cell

it's 2 a.m.

you'd better say something

or else I go crazy,

c'mon,it's not that hard

at least fake it,

show that you care

please...?

She knows that this is for her

have a great week!

show them no mercy.

A couple of stubborn kids

never stopped you,

they never did.

Perturbed Discretion ,Promise me beyond 2010 .Decades of Decay, my life explained in my poetry

2010-03-10T15:39:00.002+02:00

Perturbed discretion

Open up and smile, lie to me

Just do it beautifully,

I don’t care, your sheer presence

Makes me feel alive.

More often my nights and hours

lost time… become fragments

Of dealt guilt,

Not forgotten or accepted.

I just stare, amazed

How warm- cold are my emotions,

my fears feast on it,

Story’s emerge

and explain themselves as

Speechless blackouts.

You have a life, your living it

do you really dare to ease up a little bit?

Having thoughts, emotions,

you expelled them!

Turning around, showing no trauma

accepting just for now, when you get home

your feelings erup ,attacking you.

Shredding you in parts.

You try to do your best,

unanswered questions still remain.

Are you uncertain? always asking…

So how do you feel? In need of a change?

Or just keep doing the same.

Still waiting for a miracle?

I ask you please, explain!

Promise me beyond 2010

Grant me a single wish
my only one:
When life shall end
You’d be my sun,
maintaining my soul
keeping me alive,
With you on my side
I confront my fears,
I can’t die.
My pride, my glory my honor
Is called loyalty.

Tell me…
I’m begging’ on my knees
Can’t you see?
Don’t ask me to leave
you know that I can’t,
I’ve already ended a bound…
no brunette is higher than a blond.
She is beautiful, smart…
but you are the adored,
The First One!

I grant you 7 wishes
but in change, grant me just one:
Promise me!
that you won’t leave me!
Promise me!,
You’d come!

Decades of Decay

Rotten, infested tress
inhabited by scavengers,
seeking in the midnights’ grasp
poor victims of innocent pleasures.
Darkness hides screams of madness,
when people fall eaten by maggots’,
involved in this decomposition of the soul,
Soldier of Death takes them from underneath.

Paved roads, lead nowhere
following them recognizing my suicide,
Falling sideways hitting the pavement
blood in my veins’ spoiled by the calmness,
that gentle fall, gentle taste
It’s cold yet still warm, no hope,
my blood offers my shelter ,
black dark tress staring at me…
tall creature’s scary genetics.

Bastions of a subestimated empire,
Soldiers that have seen decades of decay,
mercenaries hired by the Reaper
Grown in human material.

I wake up, still laying on the cold pave.
still thinking about you
standing on my knees, crying…
I lose my conscience…
January’s witnessing

"Touch The Human" pictures

2010-03-05T13:47:00.000+02:00

A way out?

2010-02-25T16:28:00.002+02:00

Come after me,
show me the way
************
guidance,
thru trust and obedience!
Who am I kidding?
waiting for a bitter end!
Who am I fooling?
asking(pretty please)for a chance!
there's no hope,
no happy end! :(

Just alone,on my own
trespassing, on a forbidden zone,
seeking a way out from the blizzard storm,
but you'r white,you'r camouflaged!
I'm not able to see you,
But I least I know:
that you'r out here,somewhere too.

And if I get lost,
it's gonna be,my own damn fault,
because I'didn't treasured you enough,
nobody's coming to my rescue!
...this is faith?God bless....I knew....

" we already have a definition...
it's short,easy and simple...
which explains the need(reason*)
to search(look*)for a more intricate,
complex word....
we humans we don't appreciate simple,
precious words or moment's
*** one day
we are here,the next we're gone-forgotten,
...but it's always somebody,
who spoils the whole thing " J.D.Sz.

the lost embrace

2010-02-23T15:49:00.001+02:00

Your presence,
your sweet smile,
beautiful hair,
that awesome eyes
those moves,gestures and lullabies,
your voice,and calculated speeches,
and that slightly indiference,
I miss all,and I miss you
miss those best days with you.
I want to get to know you
with one step at a time,
and I see,I feel,I know
I can't hide it anymore.

"And if I could draw
I'd draw you,
on the ceiling of my heart
and you'd be the first and last,
to feel my rhythm of life" quote J.D.Szilard

Come around

2010-02-20T01:41:00.000+02:00

Come around

I wish I could die
holding your hands
feelin' you tremble,
as you assist me
on my last stand
would it be enough
hearing my last words?
words that reffer to you
my dearist...
I bleed,I cry,I scream,I die!
My allegiance to you
is eternal,I don't lie!

But you can't stand near my grave
without crying everyday,
bringin'me flowers...paying a debt?
so you admit huh...
because of you I'm dead.

Feeling scarred,
that I will haunt you?
be sure of that,nobody escapes
nor me,nor you!
Having me on your conscience...
scary thought,ain't it?
How could you live your life
knowing that I'm dead
and your alive.

Nevertheless

I watched you smile,

almost daily I saw you pass by...

walking in a hurry..acting all so busy,

small steps,you never looked...

Who would have thought

that you've got,

your own personal stalker,

following up close...

you sure got yourself out of it,

that's more like it!

Interesting words

"The way I looked in your eyes?

looked at you?"

You were a beauty,

it's my fault?what could I done?

I was helpless,no wonder you left,

without taking a last goodbye

What did you thought?

"Hey shit another psycho,

I can't let this go to far!"

I'm sorry,I truly honestly am,

failed you,failed myself

a great start to finsh the end. :(

Nevertheless meaningless

2010-02-16T10:46:00.000+02:00

After all, time bents,
slides wishes of fortune
nevertheless meaningless,
you dare to stand alone,
when wawes shatter the shore.
Like a castle of cards
you perish at the slightest touch,
beneath is nothing more
than that awesome silence,
constantly reminds me
how I dared to dream you!

I am a seeker,
searching my whole life,
I want to escape...
everyday is a struggle to maintain
this superficial act of survival,
seeing something that I like
but knowing that I can't have it,
boneshattering,heartbreaking...
you dare to judge me?
if you only knew..
what battles I fight with myself, in my head,
if only for a day,you take my place
you would end up bezerk,lost insane!

A platonic touch of a blind soul...

2010-02-11T00:31:00.000+02:00

“Ea numaidecat o umbra al jocului morbid,o atingere platonica al sufletului orbit de iubire,dar lasat in voia sortii….extravaganta in plina ascensiune comsica,in plina formare intr-o lume comuna,O forma supla ce ademeneste nefiinta in lumina,dar totusi pe cand se apropia| simtea el,acel gol care ii apasa inima,subconstientul realiza conexiunea iar el simtea acea atingere…..”

“Ea nu era mereu in viziunea lui,Ea era o “liberta” un suflet pur dintr-o alta aparenta inselatoare,se vedea in ochii Ei,era diferita,acea privire atenta,directa mereu atintita asupra lui,el era confuz,si tot il intreba pe J.D.~pot sa am incredere in Ea?Ea nu este ca noi?!J.D pe un ton grav:Lasa-te condus si uita,doar uita…El asculta sfatul,pasea, pentru ultima data s-a uitat in spate,vedea pe altcineva…se pare ca nu o cunoastea pana la urma,si isi continua drumul spre”oblivion” :”

"stia ca o cunoaste...dar vedea reflectia...asupra caruia plana inevitabilul...mergea cu pasi repezi...dar Ea il urmarea..in somn,in vis in cosmare pe drum...Ea ii era alaturi,dar el simtindu-se cu acel fior,simturile dezertau,iar el se pierdu' pentru intotdeauna in lumea creata de el insusi"

Hiking Rimetea + prezentare noua

2010-02-05T20:03:00.000+02:00

Ok prezint doar cele mai reusite poze:) si plus traseul de pe google earth:

traseul le-am marcat cu linie intrerupta neagra x-urile reprezinta locurile de start si finis.
am inceput pe la 10:30 si la 4:55 am terminat. am facut multi km,nu stiu exact dar 8km+ sigur.
Am fost doi,eu si Lehel varu-meu,iar o fost grozav,am dovedit existenta unui mit,care se pare ca se revela doar celor norocosi si numai in feb.:D sunt absolut incantat,asa ceva rar vezi.
si sa nu mai va retin,urmeaza pozele:P

Torn apart

2010-02-02T22:02:00.003+02:00

sorry for my bad handwriting...I was in a hurry:P,and sorry for the mistakes:) "come to an end" I yeah! but it was 4 a.m.!! and knowed-known

here is the clear version: but not corrected!!!!

Torn apart

She is gone...

but she remains untouched

she never left,

her words are guiding us,

heavy on the soul,

it's hard to let go,

but I can't!I won't!

I tried,I knowed!

Sadly all things come to an end

time can't be stopped

loosen or forgot,

but you influenced us

in more ways than one,

nobody is winning

we all suffered a loss.

According to you

it's not the end

it's only the start,

things are about to change

in better to rough.

Deep inside smtg.ain't right

cold shivers empty heart,

a piece of me just torned apart,

will I ever be complete?

I quess not.

Hiking jud.Alba -Baia de Aries episod II

2010-01-19T14:01:00.001+02:00

Cum fac de obicei ,las pozele cele mai frumoase pentru sfarsit:P,sfarsitul este cel mai important stagiu deoarece totalizeaza esenta,esenta a tot ceea ce exista si a existat,dar si"the sweet goodbye"prin care exprima un semn de recunostiinta,de multumire si apreciere!

cred ca o sa mai treaca ceva timp pana la urmatorul hiking,am de invatat;) Va multumesc pt.vizita pt.comentarii si nu uitati "Smile it's free" pana ce nu baga guvernul roman TVA si pt.asta:))

"sfarsitul este cel mai important stagiu deoarece totalizeaza esenta,esenta a tot ceea ce exista si a existat,dar si"the sweet goodbye"..." quote by D.Szilard

Hiking jud.Alba -Baia de Aries

2010-01-17T17:52:00.001+02:00

Cum de mult nu am mai prezentat poze,despre hiking si natura,azi era o deosebita zi si m-am gandit sa facem o mica iesire in imprejurimi.Colegii mei Lorand si Lehel,mijlocul de transport Kha-ul:))dacie liberta!fotograful desigur eu:P Dem!ok asta fiind spuse, enjoy!!! deci,parerea voastra?hehe...

Flavor of Humans

2009-12-31T04:48:00.002+02:00

Sentences,phrases
all in our brains,trying to raise fences,
unspoken acts,words,remarkable flirts
limitless skyes,borrowed behaviors,
daring,outstanding
lonely,disgusting,
dreams act of heroism?
reality lack of manifestation.
Intruded minds,well meant efforts
crying wawes of enlightened nightmares,
truly devoting...time of essence
all this represent the flavor of humans.

Terorist

Play it nice,play it cool
it's not that...
but it's no time for fools.
Walk quietly,try to evade
let society to be blamed
it's not your fault,

they made you!
now go and show them
how nice can you play to
forget modesty,you get orgies
44 naked beautiful girls
make an I.E.D.
codename it blue,
because they like bright colors
ain't it true?
say the words"God is great"
now blow yourself up
generate hate!

listen if you steel any of my work,my art that makes you a fck.bastard.I made it,I have the right to publicize it!If you want something contact me,we can work together,if not:have a pleasant day!

Allright

2009-12-29T19:47:00.000+02:00

This period wasn't great at all,
the childish belief's
in which I put my fatih in
are forever gone.

The time has come
to carry on,
search for something else,
because now she is gone.

So I look upon my memories
slowly dying inside,
ohh...how much I miss...
but she ceases to exist.

New year is closing in,
significantly shreds me,
how can I make peace?when I am at war...
how can I be human once more?

Funny this so called "...first sight"
it leave's you breathless
leave's you to die,without a fight,
I was sooo reckless.

But now is allright?
hope I was polite...

Vintage Christnas photos

2009-12-21T23:26:00.000+02:00

don't steal my photos!!that makes you a fck bastard.yet still X-mas is coming,and I need to find myself a girl,someone with who I cand feel right at home;).So Merry X-mas to you all girls and boys,Happy Holidays,and don't forget I love you;)do you love me too?

La săniuş

2009-12-18T22:53:00.000+02:00

O zi plina:) o zi faina...am fost la sala,am facut o livrare la domicilu,o plimbarea cu un amic,si am fost la sanius

abia de cateva minute am ajuns acasa.

Pot sa spun ca o fost grozav,intr-un loc surprinzator, ascuns dar accesibil,nestiut pana acuma de mine,si pe drumul spre casa am mai descoperit noi locuri:))unde nu am fost niciodata ma refer la strazi ciudate,pe serpentine

pierdute'n campie:)

Am pornit 2,am recrutat inca un membru,am ajuns acolo si ne-am alaturat unui grup de 7 indivizi,+inca 2,discutii,barfe si alea alea:P

In concluzie o fost fain.

P.s. ma doare spatele:(( dar macar m-am distrat;)-maine poate pun si cateva poze:P

Ceau si nb la toti;)

It's snowing outside,finally:D

2009-12-16T21:58:00.003+02:00

very nice, considering that it is unexpected ... because we were accustomed already with the delays of winter,meaning short bursts of snow during short periods of time and only in late december in day 25.or above or starting to snow decently as late as mid january that's why it is so unexpected,but it's a pleasure it's snowing abundantly outside and frankly it makes me feel all fuzzy and warm inside:)),even if outside it's cold:P.
Why? how could you possibly not feel blessed?when we know very well ,that our economical growth has more downsides( in the future) then expected pozitiv behavior( in the prezent),global warming and all that surely assures us that we are on a wrong track,and all this let's call them Christmas miracles are a blessing,who really knows the fact
that we are destroying nature and keeping this habit we are destroying ourselfs too.
Sorry for my bad English,lack of practice:P.correct me would you?:)
Ok now it's the time for showing off my talent":)) ( making great photos and awesome snowman's :))) )!
have a look:D

the romanian version:

the russian version:

and a little somethin'somethin'

december 4.2009.climbing expe. pestera.Ungarn

2009-12-10T16:26:00.000+02:00

Acuma am avut eu chef sa scriu postarea:P am tot amanat de pe 4 dec.pe 6 si acuma suntem in 10 si era timpul deja sa va povestesc despre aventura:).
Am planuit-o cu 2 zile inainte,si gratie prietenului nostru* Sebi,care a adus coarda si ne-a asigurat transportul,am pornit vineri pe la 11.

O priveliste remarcabila,cand am ajuns chiar la intrarea in Chei.totul era acoperit cu ceata,avea un decor romantic,invaluit in mister.si cand inainteam spre destinatie.

Ajuns la un punct,am luat o pauza.si ne uitam in jur,privind,cat de frumos este,si cat de frumos ar fi fost daca ar fi nins,apropo uitati grupul neinfricat de aventurieri:)):P.

Dupa 40 de minute prin serpentine in sus,am ajuns.Era mai mare decat imi imaginam.
A urmat stabilirea HQ-ului si dezechiparea,si analizand mansele pe care urma sa ne cataram.

Urmatoarea poza va arata cat de mare este pestera,asa sa va faceti o idee.in coltul drept jos nu stiu daca vedeti bine,suntem noi.deci imagine!

Iar pana la urma ne-am apucat de catarat,dupa multe incercari am reusit sa invingem stanca:)) sau ma rog partial am reusit:P ,urmeaza o revansa:P

cele 2 de sus sunt facute pe cand ma cataram in pestera,iar cel de jos este afara la mansa Zoliko.

O mica pauza,ma gandeam cum sa fac sa trec de un pas greu:)

Cam asta a fost rezumatul aventurii,puteam sa infloresc un pic,dar simpla este mult mai captivanta.

Am cunoscut oameni noi,mi-am prieteni noi si am solidificat legaturile existente,si am scapat din jungla urbana:P.

sper ca v-a placut.:D

P.s astept pareri:P

Eroul

2009-12-04T20:03:00.001+02:00

In dreptului ostatic-injunghiat si epuizat
rasplatit cu soc anafilactic ..alergic la plumb
sta un erou pierdut,printre medalii
ruginite,uitate,neimsemnate.
mercenar in 7 state
trupul cicatrice,plumb in el
plumb ieftin dureros in amintire
uitandu-se in gol,cu fiori..

Vazut el lupte,multe multe
soldat din mostenire,continua sa lupte
dar din el se scurge al nostru pur sange
facandu-se o balta,intunecata si calda
usor alunecand,eroul cade
in viata ce se scurge ,in el se ineaca si moare!

Un alt om inspirat,mandru si pirat
cu gestul egoist il numeste o victima colaterala!
mandru al dracului pirat,zambeste deocheat
dar al lui mandrie dispare
cand fica sa atacata cu bestialitate
ucisa cu plumb ieftin,faurit din 7 state
cu trupul cicatrice plumb in el,dureros in amintire.

Pursuit

Pe un platou aflat in muntii Nyetgeri

sta un barbat al lumii martor

stapaneste bestia din stanca

asigurat si neinfricat el tot urca

din copilarie inspirat de un om adevarat

sa incerce sa ajunga pe culmi noi sa fie legenda...

si de atuncea el porni si nu se opri.

Ajunge pe treapta naravasa,spre seara

mai mult mort decat viu,dar sangele in el clocoteste

inca un pas si reuseste

orbit de glorie si reusita el nu observa

aluneca si se loveste

si continua sa cada in prapastia adinca.

tot ce este pe blog,poezie,proza etc este creatia mea personala,eu am scris-o eu am inventat si gandit totul.

Methods of Winter

2009-11-27T13:27:00.000+02:00

We stopped caring

When you said: shut up about it!,

can we settle down please?

Spent our time hating each other

with slow words and passive love,

keeping the distance, take a snapshot

I thought..we were lovers?!

Early smokes, deadly hopes

don’t breathe this air-I’m aware!

try letting go.

Messed up clothes, jokes

hard hitting point-hollow

you are trigger happy aren’t you?

I secretly love you too,

it’s too still in your sadness,

but your eyes tell a whole other story

and I feel the weight of the world,

alone within myself again

I try to veil away my pain.

The coffee is never strong enough,

and this whole story it’s a fraud!

Novembers of love

2009-11-25T16:44:00.000+02:00

Sweetened accent’s and fake smile’s
Daily passes at the same time,
This is all I’ we seen, passing by me.
Luck and charm they are forever gone,
Foggy mornings and afternoons
Lonely streets shredded cruel,
Empty faces, forced misplaces

Harsh judgement’s,cripled enigmas.

Cold hands touching, meaningless words
Worth false statement’s.
Stupid criteria insisting sympathy
Changes are felt, you are now a chimera!
Worried eyes slowly checking...

I miss those times, I adored the snow…
Because I thought it could bring us
Close, heart to heart.

The benches in the park
Dismembered and lost,
Tell tales of hatred and love!
Memories, feelings we don’t stand apart,
Only if I known…I opened my heart…
And you played the hit and run card!

Moment efemer

2009-11-14T16:52:00.002+02:00

Inspirat din "go away,I don't want to talk to you"

Se intelege asta,sau mi se pare aka.paranoic?,sau atent si cu

defensive systems operational?

sau poate un pic din fiecare.

Chapter one.disappointment!

Oamenii din jurul meu se schimba,altii s-au prostit la cap crezandu-se mai

importanti decat sunt cu adevarat,altii au ales o cale a cunoasterii-altii s-au adaptat si

urmeaza cursul firesc al vietii.

Tot ce voiam acuma un an-anul trecut,si pana acuma 3 ani...visurile se materializau,

devenind reale.Acuma totul pare asa departe,pentru altii sunt reale,dar pentru mine

cu rolul meu indirect si non-existent asa pare.

Chapter two.disclosure!

Apropierea era doar un joc instinctiv..ironic,un sistem de asigurare

reciproca,un gest agreat,un fals gest de bona-fide!Talent castigat prin manipulare era

atuncea,voiau sa se afirme,crezand ca tentatia cunoasterii va invinge instinctul,va invinge

simtul primordial.Impunatoare si justa,asa-i?asteptand adoratia-o tehnica adoptata

sau proprie?

Chapter three.the siege

Perioada de proba,de familiarizare.Trebuia sa te supui,sa iti areti

calitatile pe care le-ai obtinut prin truda si "sacrificare",obligatia si responsabilitatea ai

dovedit-o ca de astfel implicarea in episoade pro-bono a insemnat trecerea prin stagiul

de acceptare in sanul familiei luminii.

Iesirea din cadrul sa zic asa organizatiei...luniile de complot puse la punct

cu rabdare s-au pierdut,greutatile suportate au fost in zadar -sau poate aceasta fiind rolul:

rolul de acomodare numai prin sheer presence!avand probabil un efect psihologic

asupra..

Multi iti cunosc glasul.multi s-au exprimat verbal pe un ton sfidator sau un ton amiabil,

prietenos,dragut in zone strict interzise unui outsider,si totusi confruntarile cu

necunoscuti nu te afecteaza..te amuza-si baiatul atent dornic de afirmare este lipsit

de aceste ocazii...dar cum legaturile prin prieteni directi sau prin schimb indirect se racesc

si se rigidizeaza,asa si sansa dispare devine improbabila la fel si etapele trecute prin

experiente ,difera de la om la om...lejeritatea si simplitatea de care te bucuri,nu crezi ca

va atrage pe viitor consecinte negative?ce isi vor arata complexitatea?

(Viata ta este ca si o nuvela,un amalgam de trairi interioare si sentimente,senzatii mixte

timpurii) quote by Szilard.

Wall-art

2009-10-01T16:36:00.001+03:00

Am terminat!,bine recunosc nu a iesit exact cum voiam,si este un model simplu fara prea multe culori,dar e pe gustul meu,cel putin pana ce imi perfectionez "arta"ma multumesc cu ce am creat:P.

Nu stiu de ce,mai bine zis nu i-am dat prea mare importanta...dar in poze culorile sunt foarte slabe,abia se vad,in realitate culorile sunt foarte vii,accentuate si se vad foarte bine,modelul ales de mine este bizar dar tocmai de acea l-am ales,gata cu"standardele" este timpul pentru "modern arts"zic la plural;).

Am schimbat culorile,-contur maro,interior albastru resp.verde,si umbre albe.

Sincer sa fiu m-am distrat,mi-a placut si abia astept data viitoare:P

the author Demi;)

Artistul Demi:))

2009-09-27T18:16:00.001+03:00

Azi nu am fost la nici un hiking din pacate...ramane pe sapt.viitoare,in schimb de dimineata am fost la adunat de struguri,desigur pro-bono;) pt.comunitate,iar dupa 3 m-am apucat de ceva mai serios:)),bine eu nu am pregatire artistica:)) nu stiu sa desenez dar asta nu m-a oprit: exemple mai jos:P

Acesta era sablonul dupa care m-am luat,dar nici pe departe nu am reusit sa il traspun*

Dar uitati ce a iesit:

inca nu sunt terminate,mai trebuie sa adaug alb pt contur,maro pt interior si negru pt*vene*,doar inceputul!

Iar poza de final trebuia sa fie unul amuzant,asa ca m-am prostit un pic:P

Sa aveti o zi minunata,bucurati-va de timpul frumos de afara alaturi de familie sau prieteni,si sa fiti iubiti;)

the author Demi

Hiking-jud.Alba sat.Ocolis Scăriţa-Belioara,Varful Steanu,Vf.Negru,Sesul Craiului si +

2009-09-20T22:23:00.001+03:00

Azi iarasi am avut parte de o iesire in natura fabuloasa,foarte frumoasa ,dintre toate iesirile asta o fost cel mai grozav,atatea locuri ascunse de lume,intre munti si sate uitate oameni simpli ducand o viata rudimentara fara griji.Un paradis bine ascuns in padure.Am pornit pe la 10am,drumul pana la Ocolis 48de km am parcurso in cam o ora+,inca 2km pana in adincul padurii si de acolo 6ore+ hiking in locuri extraordinare.in total excursia a durat 12 ore.Am avut parte de surprize,dar cel mai important in acest loc timpul s-a oprit-stagna,case facute din lut,lemn si iarba,boi pretutindeni,si desigur peisaje magnifice.Apropo daca planuiti o excursie neaparat sa fie in jud.Alba,sunt o gramada de locuri frumoase care trebuie vizitate,Clujul in comparatie cu Alba,este un gigantic urban fara viata,fara prea multe spatii verzi,si ciudata.:)) scuzati acuma,nu prea stiu sa aleg cuvintele sunt obosit,maine voi face un review la postare si voi corecta cu cuvinte mai "intelepte":Postez si cateva poze:D sa va fac in ciuda:P ete na

Oamenii sunt foarte de treaba si mereu ajutatori la fel si domnul din imagine,un batranel simpatic cu doi boi cat un land rover:))>

Casute facute din lemn si acoperis din iarba din cate am inteles,o traditie care este pe moarte,sunt case 100% ecologice si nu afecteaza mediul inc.Casele astea aduc aminte de timpuri stravechi ,de mult apuse.

O lacusta cat o soparla mare de tot,trebuia sa ii fac o poza:P nu va uitati la unghii am o scuza,daca scoteceai si tu pe acolo ajungeai murdar:P

Copacul merita un loc in cartea recordurilor,daca va uitati mai atent,il vedeti pe varu meu el are 1.90 faceti calculele:))

Superb asa-i?

Bine trebuia sa apar si eu intr-o poza:P Eu stand fericit pe margine stancii cu un zambet larg:)) daca cadeam de acolo...hehe zburam si eu:P

Un copac carbonizat,lovit de un fulger probabil,si ma uimeste culoarea atata de stralucitoare,puteai sa zici ca era slefuit.

Dupa un timp...am ajuns la un reper ,cam la sfarsitul hikingului:P

Ziceai ceva de mancare?poate...dar ciuperca asta nu este comestibila:Pdar totusi admirati-i culoare vie\,frumusetea

Ce credeti ca am mai gasit in padure?hmm..pai greu de crezut dar un buldozer:)) infipt adinca in solul "junglei" unde s-a ajuns...oamenii astea nu cunosc limite...distrugeti totul in cale ce va pasa voua:(

Pozele nu pot arata splendoarea totala al locurilor vizitate,poate in proportie de 20%,dar va spun este total diferit cand va aflati acolo sus,este fara margini,nelimitat,incredibil cu o panorama de 360 bine 180:P grade.

P.S.am o camera buna,dar daca aveam un DSLR ieseau pozele multtt mai bine,donati bani-daca vreti calitate mai buna:)).:P

Va doresc sa aveti o seara extraordinara,somn usor si vise placute,si spuneti-mi daca va placut;).

the author Demi;)

Just a walk in the forest

2009-09-06T21:25:00.000+03:00

Alături de Lehel si Ilonka am făcut un mic traseu, explorand zona de lînga Chei spre Piatra Trascaului,o durat in jur de 4 ore,si am parcurs intre 5-8km.O zi de duminica deosebita, uitaţi câteva poze;)

Spre Alba..ajungand in Aiud si Rimetea

2009-08-21T13:11:00.006+03:00

4 prieteni si un KHA!(dacia 1300 super muscle car-:)))

D.SzILARD,Z.Bela,A.Lorand,Maksai Szilard

Am pornit din Turda pe la vreo 5,navigand cu usurinta,ca si in filmele tipice americane:4 friends,a car,jokes and a little speed..:P

Am trecut prin multe sate/comune pana ce am ajuns in Aiud,trebuie sa spun ca Aiud este incredibil atata locuri grozave,simplu si discret.

Ajungand acolo dupa un pic de exploring the zone,aflam ca contactul nostru nu poate veni la catarat ...si-o facut alte planuri.Dupa ce ne-a dat indicatii am pornit spre destinatie..defapt nici nu am ajuns acolo:)) am trecut de 3 ori prin acelasi locuri ,inainte-inapoi-inainte-inapoi pana ce ne-am zis gata cu Aiudul vrem Rimetea:)).

Dupa vreo 12 km ajungem in Rm.Turisti pretutindeni,masini scumpe,Vw,Mercedes,Bmw,Scoda parcate in ordine alfabetica,intre astea apare si Dacia noastra:))...ai putea zice dsp.masina ca arata ca un tanc din WWI,este o capcana pe roti dar merge:D,dupa multe incercari de a gasi un loc adecvat,am reusit si am gasit,am parcat Kha-ul,am instalat cortul si camp fire:D.

Camp fire..hmmm..alaturi de prietenii mei am discutat aproape dsp.orce masini,stele,femei,scoala,reputatia clasei a 12c:)),dar eu preferam sa stau linistit holbandu-ma spre foc,si cu gandul in alta parte..

Desigur colegii mei avea la dispozitie bere si voie buna,glume non-stop si putina mancare dar important este ca ne-am distrat cu totii.Ne-am culcat cam tarziu cumva am reusit sa adorm si eu,si da trezirea o avut loc odata la 7 dimineata si a doua oara la 9:P.

Am adunat cortul,am stins focul,am luat micul-dejun,in masina si am pornit spre casa,pe drum am trecut prin mai multe mini-aventuri,am ras cat am putut.

La 11 am ajuns acasa...

sincer...deja mi-e dor,pacat ca ar trebuit sa ne intoarcem asa repede.

P.s.am aflat multe lucruri interesante in discutiile de langa foc:P>

iar de catarat nu prea am avut cand,din nefericire.

Neutral feelings

2009-06-29T12:58:00.003+03:00

Stolen my silence

I'm lost in the dark,

between the two sides

cold air surround us.

All the space that you need

and you hardly forgive,

you stolen my silence

becoming so weak.

With neutral feelings

we dig our own grave,

shredding our cloths we cannot breathe

keeping us locked

from the world above,

is the pavement for which we paid.